Keep The Fire

Selected and displayed at the Liminality Galley 2022 for Wukong Media hosted by the Overseas Students Foundation

Role: Illustrator

This piece, Keep The Fire is about self-reflection and a homage to my Chinese culture. The legend is that a brave carp swam against a water current and then turned into a powerful Dragon. Traditionally, the Carp resembles a Dragon with its scales and whiskers. I included lotus flowers because they grow and radiate above the mud. The figure is suspended by her heart as a metaphor for her internal battle which is why the figure's head is above water and lotus. The carp/koi fish represents strength, perseverance, family harmony and prosperity in the Chinese traditions. 

Growing up in the heart of New York City as a first-generation American, I often battled in accepting my Asian American identity. I realized that I was trying to fit into the American model outside of the home. I experienced turbulence from being an American and loyalty to my roots. I felt confused living in-between two cultures from elementary school to college which caused me to be embarrassed about my heritage. Before you know it, my fear of being accepted by my family and society held back my potential. When immigrant parents leave their entire lives from their home country, they hope to provide a better future for their children. There is an understanding and expectation of the child. That is to remain faithful to your roots and not stray away if it goes against your parents.